Dec 31, 2010

Happy New Year, :D

TELL ME, have you forgotten me? Michelle, you were the best friend I've ever had. Your smile, your laugh, the way you talk, the way you make people laugh and all that. I miss you, but it's too late for everything now.


Irene, whatever it is, I miss you. I'm not mad at you, I just feel awkwardly left out. Never mind it, you have your best friends anyway, I know I'm nothing.


Vanes, I miss you also. I don't know; I just feel sorta... bad. I sense that you hate me. I don't even know what the fuck I'm feeling but you'll always be Michelle's best friend, no matter how hard you try to run away.


Selina, you too. I miss you a lot. Your smile, your laugh, your kindness and your way to make people happy. Everything about you invites everyone to be your friend, that's the most awesome thing someone has ever done. You made me happy when I'm down, you know that. Even if you don't, I want you to know. 


I love all of you, I admit even though I might be a little bit mad with all of you guys. Hazel Voon, you're never forgotten. Just that I'm scared to text you because you're with Glen... You might need more time with him. Hehe!


Everybody else that I didn't write their names here, thank you for the memories you left in my life. I'm going step by step of learning over my stupid mistakes. 


Happy New Year 2011 everyone, and make the best out of life after this if life have been the worst for you in 2010. 


Love,
Gee :)

Dec 11, 2010

Long San



The banner last night (: The picture on the left is Temenggong Datuk Oyong Lawai Jau and the right one is Tama Bulan Wang. I'm not sure of the middle one though; I forgot who they were. 
These are my ancestors. :D 


Anyway, the dinner was tiring! High heels were my favorite but oh it hurts my feet last night.


I love dinners :D

Dec 10, 2010

After all.

Hello bloggie! (:
Its been a long time I didn't blog. Shit, I've been too busy with things lately. Very, very busy. I'm having a dinner tonight! :D And I miss my friends.


Talking about friends, one of my best friend sorta, well, back stabbed me. She didn't really do that, she just had a relationship with my ex-boyfriend. Wonder if she cares, she fucking doesn't! She thinks about herself a lot, she cries a lot, and she sometimes sucks in choosing. At least that's how I see it. I don't know how to explain it anymore, she's just too complicated. 
I don't care if someone from school or she herself sees this, because she's supposed to know. 'You can go back with him if you want to.' What are you saying? You can't even stand when they're gone for a while, and you want me to have him back? Suck his dick, he doesn't mean anything to me anymore, neither do you. 
Sorry I had to post this, it's really getting on my nerve, you know. Your relationship with him is like a tortoise. You tried to hide it but it doesn't work out, because you trust somebody so much. 
You pathetic little bitch, goodbye to you and him, and to our memories. You're such a shit face.