Nov 12, 2010

Let me just say this straight.

I am fucked up. Of what? Everything.
1. I lost him.
2. I lost my best friend.
3. I feel empty.
4. I am bored of life.
I am bored and tired of waking up to nothing. It's the same cycle over and over again. Why does it have to be so hard on me? What have I done wrong?
I am jealous of you with her. Don't be with her, that's all I want you to do. Just be with other girl I fucking don't mind, but fucking pleaseee don't be with her. I can't comprehend why you wanna be back with her, since you said you were feeling tortured with your exes. 
You stupid asshole! I missed you. What have I done wrong? What went through us? I admit I am nowhere near perfect; no one does. I don't know what else to say but I'd really want to say this. 
I love you. I miss you. Don't be with her, please, don't be with that bitch. Be with other girl, I don't mind, no, boy I really don't. 


Nov 3, 2010

Broken. :(

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart?
Now, why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

Maybe I should?ve seen the sign
Should?ve read the writing on the wall
And realized by the distance in your eyes
That I would be the one to fall
No matter what you say, I still can?t believe
That you would walk away, it don?t make sense to me

But why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart?
Now, why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

It?s not unbroken anymore
How do I get it back the way it was before?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart?
Now why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break?
Why would you wanna break a?

Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart?
Now why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?